Today was an eventful day for me..First and foremost my CITIBANK credit card got the approval and TAH DAAH i the proud new owner of a credit card yeah.. hehehe.. but thats not what this posting is about... but its about

Let see dear Indera got for us both tickets to watch Asian Boys Volume 3.. If you readers don know what that is its from the wildrice production(www.wildrice.com.sg) the play a touch heavily on gay life is someting like an autobiography of the gay life.

The Theatre play by Alfian Saat brought so much emotions in me that at certain points in the show i actually teared up.. Yeah me teared up and at some other points it hits me with a smile.. The first half of the show touches lightly on the discovery of one being gay and of course the first love. the idealistic of it all and etc. They first half was light hearted brings much smiles and I watch it in the view of a third person watching in on someone life...

THe second half of the show in which it drawn more on the complexity of actually being gay in a society bound by its traditions and conservative. The heavy tone of problems and the pressures all rises up and showcase how each of us faces these daily in our lives makes this show very close to my heart.. the myriad of characters were too easy for me identify with myself. the problems were so real and it does hit close to me and also about being in civil service and etc..

The leaving certain part of you behind when moving into the adulthood and how you missed your old self that you left behind.. the pressure of lviing up to society norms, the working life where judgement is everywhere.. the standing up for your rights.. the penal code and many more issues that hit close to home.. is so true.. the part where leaving Singapore because of all the unneccesary troubles it brings does ring a bell to many in the audience..

so to the cast of wildrice.. KUDOS... you guys did a great job in bringing us in into the thearte and bringing the script to life.. it was so engaging you felt connected to all the characters in the show.. to alfian a great script written that hits home run thousand and one times.. to the director ivan heng for the great cast and great directing in bringing about some serious topic in a very light and easy to accept manner and how the flow of it all just FANTASTIC...

Last week has been quite an eventful week. Its like past events repeats itself. Its weird how I was talking about feeling burnt out and was contemplating of taking leave on Friday just to chill out.

It so happen mother nature decide to make my body broke down on a Tuesday morning at work in my cubicle. I passed out fell on Joo and had the whole department and of course my work in chaos. Another day of reckoning where Again i gain the attention of my workplace for all the wrong reasons of course. Well since this is a summary of what happen to me. Let just say i passed out had the ambulance here. Driven to A&E ward in SGH had CT Scan and etc. had to be warded for Observation and then was off work the whole week. Quite a sum up eh. I was warded same day as dear daddy who was in A&E in NUH. Junior and Senior all down.. leave to woman to fend in the family *GASP*. My visitors includes : Elenore, Shi Min, Murni, Imelda, Beng Wee, Indera, Idah, Immediate Family. :P So nice of them Thank u Thank u..

Well anyway Thursday decided to take a fresh breather and had dinner with Indera and Ida at Minotti. Yum YUm Delicious.. Got a gift from IDAH LOVE IT (with Sulaimi Signature Sound)
Met Jay for a good talk talk :P love ya lots Jay

Saturday went to JB with Indera and Jay.. HAD SO MUCH fun. went walking arnd. EATING PIZZA AT DAMN CHEAP PRICE. look at stuff. Basically it was a day of resting and changing of views. A breather.

Sunday - MORE REST and of course playing my new games on PS2 ( SCREAM FOR JOY)

Today as of any other day is a start of the week through what i call the five living days of hell before you get two days of heaven and back to another Five days of hell. The cycle here repeats itself for what i can say the rest of my life till i draw my last breath. Now based on the last 30 seconds of reading this line you may think i am this bleak moron who has all negative comments about life..

Today however was slightly different day for me.Though the day is downcast, life kinda felt at ease today just like the breeze that is sweeping by. Mom felt the chill and have the windows closed. She afraid of the cold.Love her.:P Dad downstairs waiting for me to get down there and well go to work together. I guess eversince Brother married. I was his only other son left with him. I know he seems to pay attention to me more nowadays. The motorcycle ride to work together somehow is the time he has to spend time with me. Somehow i sense it up from him much about this. he treasures the silent ride with me as much as i do with him. I guess he does miss his sons growing up and with brother hardly keepin in contact with us. I am his only other son left for him to dote on.

Well anyway today ride was pleasant one for me. With my ears plug to the songs of over it and say ok, i actually today took the time to look up instead of looking at the endless stream of cars and bikes all wheezing pass by and honking trying to get to work.. it actually look nice when you see the sky and the trees and greeneries. It sort of have that calming effect and serenity that is so lacking here in Singapore. I might have to say though i might have looked ridiculous with my head facing up ears plug wearing a helmet and smiling and singing to myself in OFFICE WEAR. Dear god what was i thinking but any o how.. it was a good ride to work. Mind was cleared body aching but felt relaxed.

Another big headache that is looming over my head now is the many overhead costs that i have to bear due to me wanting to do my degree. Gosh so much spending each month paying off all kind of debt. BUt well like they say these are good investments. so let me recapped and see if they are good investments.

Phone : Neccesary to get in contact since i on the move alot.

Internet : neccesity. I need to get in contact with the world.

Investment and Insurance : Need i say more.

Loans : sofa and decor in my room. already did it so have to pay for it Neccesity cause room now lks more live in and makes mom happy with new sofa and old one can finally get rid off.

Loan : Poly loan. Need to pay it off because got another loan now Degree Loan. SIGH. Investments for my future.

Laptop : Neccesary since school is starting need these things. Groan and YEAH!

Gym Monthly fee : Need i say more. Investment on the body is neccesary. :P

I need to make more money. Need to find some sidelines to do one that doesnt compromise the limited time i already have and morality kekekeke...

You Are 67% Passionate, 33% Compassionate

You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over!

Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies. You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

Your Celebrity Baby Name Is...

Denim Ocean

What's Your Celebrity Baby Name?

Sagittarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet Your negative traits: Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person Your ideal partner: Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on Your dating style: Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up. Your seduction style: Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom. Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try. Spiritually driven. Sex for you can be an other-worldly act. Tips for the future: Realize that while freedom is great - sometimes a stable relationship is better. It's not all about you. Focus on your partner's needs every once and a while. Make up your mind about your partner, and stick to it. Your fickle will ruin things otherwise. Best color to attract mate: Purple Best day for a date: Thursday

What's Your Love Profile?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted