Here goes the next blog which was slightly getting overdued... As it is.. my birthday just pass like two days ago.. Yeah i turned 24 in dignified and glory.. ( Whines SO OLD!!!) Well, they say maturity comes with age then why do i whine so much haha.. that aside.. See this picture.. taken a few days before my birthday.. Thought i wanna try that hoodies or cap or whatever that thing on my head is and hehe.. think i look pretty cool in it.. added collection to my new look and fashion cupboard... Oh btw it comes with the shawl for my Shanghai trip this coming work.

Before you tell me WAH! holiday, let me stress its for WORK though there are its R&R times.. which not really going look forward to it cause. well.. Shanghai is as expensive as Singapore. Secondly its winter.. why would i wanna wear winterwear in Singapore or even Autumn wear right? hehehe.. fashion has to come with logical common sense..

Well anyway my birthday came and like any other birthday where i don celebrate exception of last year for specific reason i went back home for some religious prayer session for my birthday.. hehe.. i got a few presens namely one from my sis from NUM.. She knows how i adore NUM TEES.. yesh i abit high maintanence watever!! hehee.. My god sisters from work place.. those cuties knows i recently found new adoration for Pull and Bear and they got me something from there.. though the item is something i won buy.. its a Tee by the way but their thought s what concerns me more. It not exactly something which i like actually.. the design but its so sweet of them... Last but not least those few couple of friends u know who u r.. hehee.. bought me a lovely IPOD Nano.. so Sweet! So now i am fully an urban chick with all the latest new gadget.. hehee..SOOO COOOLLLL!!!

BTw did i mentioned i bought myself a K800I for myself.. though i din spent a single cent on it. thanks to the many vouchers.. i got free ice cream from swensen which i have not redeemed.. Got myself a haircut which i regret to this day.. That bitch of a hairstylist.. ARGH!!! Mortifying thought to just relive what she did to my head... HATE IT!!!

Mohamed Fazil's Amazing Mental Ability ... You can remember being born. While some might call this 'traumatic,' we like to call it 'an amazing mental ability' (Remember ... with great power comes great responsibility!) 'What" is your Amazing Mental Ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com

http://www.hotudon.com/2006/10/30/the-letter-raw-cut-english-mandarin/

Here i was at home sitting by my computer and well my mind was thinking about alot of things on my way home after meeting a new found friend, Vik. It was a nice pleasant evening with a good dinner and a good chat. Learnt more about new life new strangers and their life story while imparting to them my life story. Every story is different. Every story has its plot lined up and every story has its unique lessons to learnt from...

In my Obsure moments when I was sitting there listening to his stories and all, I felt dumb... I felt stupid... and I felt how shallow i am seeing this guy infront of me so humble knows so much more and here I am... thinking I quite ok but actually no... I have so much more to learnt so much more to see... so what more i need to know... Something about this guy.. his laid back nature, comfortable with himself and just the way he is makes me feel small not offending manner but makes me feel so honoured to be in his presence. He as normal as the next guy i meet for dinner but its just I don Know.. Maybe because today I went through alot and for a moment i felt for one moment today i felt wat is was to be an adult...

There I was rushing through my work at by cubicle and having listen to another colleague.. Super damn nice lady.. but she going away to London on a company posting for 3 yrs.. Going miss her... she talks abt herself her life to another colleague and talk abt marriage... how and what to teach their children about.. language heritage.. and another talking about carving a career for himself... As i went through my work.. I felt so atuned to myself... I was listening to all this in midst of work and thinking about my life.. and thinking about hei these people in their own world is teaching me something about being an adult and well through those hours sitting there.. I went off late from work and walk all the way to town.. Had a good quiet moments with myself.. set myself thinking.. suddenly i felt so humble that there are many things i don know... many people i never met.. Many things i yet to touch see hold and smell... and Vik... thanks for enhancing that thoughts.. giving me a view of your life.. with your dad.. what could and would have been...

well in case you wondering the link above brings u to a list of video to watch.. my personal fav is the one that i pasted and this one...

http://www.hotudon.com/2006/04/18/sad-real-gay-story/

Watch it and tell me what you think...