Suppose to be writing this on the first day of the fasting month.. Unfortunately time did not permit.. School Kept me busy... and all..

so just a notification.. of this SCRAP!

This is the time where the headache comes not from my work life but my personal life. There been a tad too many things happening suddenly at the same time that now i cant help it but have a headache just thinking about it. As you would have guess this blog comes from another day at the starbucks. Yes i know i am dying with no cash inflow but then again its at the starbucks that my inspiration will come and fill me up.

However i do have to emphasise that today headache is different from the normal headache that i have because this time it is more of a pleasant kind of headache.The kind that makes a smile, to my face that is the kind fo pleasantries. Let see for a start.. there is a couple of people whom suddenly express interest in me and that these people have been nothing but sweet to me.

This time i guess i have to make an effort to make sure that at least i manage to get ot knwo all of them and then i have to make some decision making. I do have some impression of some of them on whom i am suppose to choose. However let just see how that falls into place or not. Dates and meet up have been lined up so we shall have to wait and see..

Mood: Smiling but wary!

Today is what i would consider my personal stress day. Work itself has worked itself so well that i do not have any big major problem at work and infact that there is nothing to do practically everyday. It has been a rather mundane at work day in day out because most of my work are out and that now that the major meeting and assembly in New York are in place there is nothing much to do except to wait for the outcome of it all because everything else has been pre-prepared.

What has been stressing me out these days is home stuff and all that comes with the word home. That has been nothing but stressful. First and foremost its the registration for the home stuff which is of course the payment for the balance of payment. Dad got a bits or two anger from me. I know like what Joo said i shouldnt do that to dad but sometimes i already bogged down with so many things to do. The least he can do for now is to take care of the billing and make sure what paper is there and etc. He will come with stupid papers that is anythingbut the bill paper that is from HDB. He been paying bills for so long he should know what does a HDB bill looks like right?

Then there is a problem with the stupid cctv thingy outside the house and the HDB being all anal about it. Which is of course i will have to do something about it and handle the whole affair. I sometimes cant help it but wonder why is it sometimes i can have the luxury of what the other people my age have. Their concern is of course when and where is the next holiday. what to buy with the latest salary. Going clubbing or not.

My concern at every payday is what to pay what need to get done what need to do what have to be checked howmuch do i have to last till next payday. What the account balance like? I sometimes feel trapped by all these unwanted stuff that i have to get done which can get rather unnerving. I don show it at home to mom and dad of course because i think they have suffered enough since we were all young but sometimes i feel that sometimes certain things my sibling seems abit complacent about it. No one ask me if i am ok handling so many things at one shot. No one ask if i needed help with anything with the arrangements of house or anything. I just tired sometimes really tired... but for my parents sake i just have to buck up and move and move.

My parents are handling the bills and all but sometimes its just the whole ordeal of it that sometimes i cant take it the other nitty gritty details of stuff that comes again and again its just a strain to me. Sometimes i cant help it but hates the growing up part. The best part is i not even married yet and i wonder how if i am married. I never want to get married if life comes with an even worse problems than the one i having now. NO way. Life is just too tough as it is and to be responsible for even more things and people. I'll pass thats for sure.

This posting stems from my boredom at work and generally at everything iteslf. I have to try to better myself at english. I think my grammar and my spelling and other are still very rampant with mistakes and this need to be worked out.

Its Thursday and i feeling bored despite the fact that i have noticed that my schedule these days

have been packed with meeting many new people. Seriously nothing concrete but just just plain meet up. Some come some goes. So I am being proactive here with meeting up people.

Work has been on the slow lately which is good time for me to breathe. Able to do some filing and slacking at work.Finally! hahaha! School work is moving but at a Tremendously slow pace and i have to read an email from a friend Sharon saying she finished her post assignment and just have some snipping and clearing up to do. Such audacity in finishing so fast. I got to pull up my socks man. DAMN1

Here i am again in the Starbucks branch beside the HSBC Bank in Orchard and today seems to be more productive in the sense that i have managed to finish finally to type my notes for my Degree class for my Journalism and writing post assignments.

I am here again with Indera who is busy doing his sketches for his portfolio to do his lessons in La Salle for his fashion school. Well anyway this weekend have been a very eventful day. Nothing big but got to know quite a number of new people. Kekeke.. But lets just leave it as that. Well I spent my Saturday doing the normal routine of just chilling out at home then going to the gym for finally doing my hip hop dance class which i have done for ages.. Felt good to dance again. Felt alive then met up with dear Jay. didnt do much basically we went to eat at long john silver then headed to this same Starbucks where we had our coffee.. and adjourned to Macs.

There at Macs we stayed for way overtime taking over 100 digital shots of posing. This one at the side is one of them. ALA Model mode.. Hahaha had fun taking pictures. We adjourned then to the link underpass at CK Tangs where another round of photo taking with the poster of Armani Exchange. YES you said it we were cam whoring all the way till 1 am. SUCH SLUTS. i did a video of Indera and Jay doing the Britney Spears songs. Freaky but cute. Will upload these pictures and let you guys see how we did for photo taking. I had to say that Indera did a great job in taking our photos though in the first place he had beautiful people to work with. AHEM AHEM.. i think i now a Starbuck whore too.. hahaha come Starbuck do work.. VERY THE ATAS right.. kekekekke..

Well its nearly eleven at night and finish two part of my post assignments and school starting soon. I feel so student now. School for next module is starting soon and stress is going to start. Not to mention that Fasting month is coming too.. ARGH.

One good news though.. Bryce coming back. TIME for slutting to begin though v. restricted cause fasting month. hahahaa.. Well i shall update on the directorate outing that i had. Pretty eventful and good. Well we shall see how that will go. Until then i have lots of postings to do. More updates will come your way.. hehehe keep reading. haha

FUNNY thing is i not sure if there is people reading my blog. Its practically about my life. HOW eventful is that hahahahaha...