Well for a start its been the third week into the fasting month, next Saturday is the festive Hari Raya Puasa. For the non muslim out there, No its not a new year for the muslim but the celebration of 1 month of fasting. So honestly, the festive this year does not rake any excitement in me.. Other than the fact that i will enjoy close times for a few days with my most immediate family and those that have departed(seriously no kidding) The festive months just get more sombre as each year comes along..

Well anyway, Bryce came back for two weeks so sort of had a kinda of a rush catching up to do with late nights with Indera and on weekend with Jay.. Was nice and comfortable when someone close from your past becomes a present again.. Am glad for his presence.. 12 years doesnt count for nothing you know. will Look forward to his reprisal in Singapore come December with his other half too..

The weeks have been an interesting week. Got to know a couple of people and suprisingly they all are not as what i had expected. Some are pleasantly pleasing some are not. But all in all its a good experience. Certain someone is suppose to contact me after his one week holiday stint in Bangkok. What happen? why the silence? Another certain other looking forward to meet up with you. One other Someone din expect you to seek your other half.. had no inkling that was in the agenda at all but hei i don mind who knows right.

I have been very tired lately coupled with almost daily late night and the disruption of sleeping time due to the morning feast due to our fasting makes my body haywire. So Sleepy at work and school.. Dying but stilll surviving... The good thing about fasting i don feel hungry.. just that i feel lethargic thats all.

The desperate attempt now to get myself all psyche for the festivities i listening to the radio at work to all the festive songs. I may not feel like having to celebrate it and my uber sombre mood is sure to bring it a couple of notches down for others. I mean why drag others down so got to get in the mood, need to make it exciting for my nephew and 2 nieces. I had a good childhood when it comes to Hari Raya so i want them to have that same happiness and experience i had during my childhood days.

so Yeah YOO Hoooo hari Raya hari Raya..!!! ( with faked enthusiasm)