Its been a hellish time for me since Last monday.. GEEEzzzz... as much as i was looking forward to hari raya.. reasons :

1. Fasting over

2. I lost weight

3. festivity mood

4. LEAVE FROM WORK

Yet with all these moods in full swing during last few days of fasting.. the anticipated leave turn out to be more of a hellish time then i expected. It felt wrong and make the whole anticipation sizzles off faster than you can blink your eyes.. YEAH!!

Well there were some perks at some point of time... Had fun here and there but well.. sad part i had to go back to work on one of my leave day for a while.. My official half day was like a full working day... I don know sometimes work totally sucks.... ARGH!!!

Then there was the occasions meet up with RIDZ.. hehee.. how silly of me.. dint know where boat quay was haha.. yeah.. quite a village sua ku.. hahaa.. was walking with him there.. met SUNSHINE.. hehehe.. waves to her and well oggles at the people all going topubs and such.. in boat quay.. u get the typical ah bengs lians.. the expatriates.. the cutes one.. fashion faux pas... the lorry bang face.. haha.. and the gorgeous.. ones.. u named it the streets are lined with it.. like they say it takes all sorts to make the world.. for all i know i might be in the ugly category or the hot one... haha. i know many of u r rolling ur eyes...

Well... took 147 home.. was abt to fall asleep when this whole big group of the young Malay Mats.. aka malay ah bengs.. sat behind me and making such a din.. even talking abt cocks and well they found one of their mate had gay tendencies.. wat lick precum la.. and wat rubbing cock in btwn someone ass and sort.. god forbid i just switch off and sleep........................ AS IF.. hahaa.. caught u there.. i was listening to the whole conversation and was rather amused by their expression and etc... and well were quite suggestive abt it i quite sure they theyselves somehow secretly wants it themselves.. to be sucked i mean..

Generally speaking to all guys out there str8 or not.. if u can get a mouth willing to stuff their mouth with ur pole and treat it like a candy or lollipop which they can suckles and suck.. who cares.. rite.. as long as pleasure comes ur way.. grin..

Well aniwae went to so many houses for visiting.. i feel so freakingly fat.. YEAH FAT!! ARGh.. I am going to hit the gym to burn off all these excess of fats tat i sure have accumulated in my very tummy.. YUCKs hate my tummy sia looks freaking ugly... damn it.. you guys will sure gawk in disgust if u see it.. damn shit.. hahhaa...

Well hari raya came and gone.. work back in place... DAMN!!! the work is just getting so complicated and dumb.... cant stand it so irritating.. hahaha... work is just work i guess.. sigh.. sometimes they expects so much of me that it becomes frustrating and insulting when i cant remember it.. DAMN!!!

Well.. one other thing i did i went to PEter Party.. gosh... it was overwhelming there.. got to know a few people.. so i guess i slowly trying to get out of my shyness.. hmm.. well at least make an effort. I not good in crowds of strangers.. but i guess i slowly learning..

Went halloween with JAY , his fren jeremy and the other guy, pardon moi cant remember ur name... haha.. had fun chilling out LOVE YA LOTS JAY thanks for ur company.. hehee.. and ppl thought we are a couple.. the place took my pics hope it doesnt appear anywhere... in web.. DIE DIE DIE if it appears ppl think i a club and pub queen.. when i hardly do so.. haha but then again when ur GORGEOUS ppl wants ur photo hahaha.. so thick skin!!!! hehehehe...

But then again.. yeah.. well.. tats for now.. cheerios!!!

Hari Raya is here!!!!!


Hari Raya comes again in two days and well almost all the preparation for the coming raya has been settled. From the house to the marketing and the goodies.. all prepared and done yet still the mood each year seems to diminished more and more... Maybe its due to the fact that i getting older and festivities just doesnt carry the innocence of Joy and happiness...


Well anyway money is prepared for the young ones (pocket burning!!!) but all for a good cause the smiles on these kids face. Feel so OLD!!! OMG!!!! Well... anyway Hari Raya is the time for forgiving, a time to forgive and forget...

Well... To you all who is reading the blog...Hmmm.. My apologies if i ever offend you in any way...If i have hurt your feelings knowingly or unknownlingly i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me...

Translation ( Di pada bulan lebaran yang penuh hikmah ni... Faz menyusun sepuluh jari meminta maaf di atas kesalahan atau kesilapan Faz yang lalu.. Jika tersinggung perasaan tu harap dapatlah di maafkan and halalkanlah yang termakan terminum.,,) not the exact translation but carry the meaning can lah! hehee..

Well Anyway.. Selamat Menyambut Lebaran InI dengan Penuh berkah dan harap lebaran ni disambut dengan penuh meriah disamping keluarga yang tersayang dan tercinta!!

YOUNG ONES.... TOPIC FOR TODAY!

The topic for today is relatively due to an event yesterday that kept me awake till nearly two am in the morning. The respective party if you are reading this, you know who you are...

I have always mentioned that the picture that comes with each posting has to do with what the topic that comes to my mind today. Now you may be wondering why the picture depicts a baby with a alcoholic bottle. It symbolises the teenagers and the youngs that present today. This pictures nails it.. However need i note that this topic doesnt denotes that i am SUPER OLD or that i super matured beyond years.. Its just an observation that i notice nowadays..

Now a baby depicts the epitome of innocence, young and clear of any stains of what life brings like sex, drugs and etc.. With the passing of time and the advancement in technology, these new age has fast forwarded the era of innoncence to oblivion. The picture shows exactly what i mean. Nowadays youngster divulge in sex, drugs, booze and the what nots. I not saying all is bad there are many who at young tender age is so wise and able to carry such maturity. These are points that youngsters should have and not the negativity that advancement in life brings.

Now bring my attention to you. Always remember that before you jump stop, ponder and think before you jump in. Nothing is good or bad decision its how you perceive it to be. ok? Are you able to live with the consequences and the aftermath of each action.

I don know you.. but i sure somewhere down the road our path will cross or might have already cross.. Don carry with you high expectation cause the higher you go the harder the fall.. However always carry this in your heart that with each fall there is always someone there to cushion part of your fall, that when you call remember pick urself up, you learnt and you grow..

Find yourself.. always be UNIQUE cause there only one and one of you... No one else can be you..

Ok I shall stop here.. the baby topic make me feel really old.. GEEEZ... the old geezer.. talking abt advice to world.. haha i should take a dose of it myself hahhaa.. :P well next posting will be a tribute.. to someone... haven decide who yet.. but yeah.. i decided.. my posting will have a name.. some its ponder ponder blog... some its tribute blog.. some its my life blog.. hehee...

ELVES FASCINATION!

I always have this fascination for elves. There is always something about these elves that makes me so drawn to them. Now i not just talking about the pictures or whoever plays the eleves (though of course it is an added point if the elves is super cute, see this one and i rest my case). The point is its the characteristics of these elves that makes me very facscinated with them. A minus point would be the ears.. hehe but then again some look quite sexy with the ears like Arwen in LOTR.

Let me elaborate why these elves fascinates me. I love playing elves in any games that interest me. Now in my opinion elves is the epitome of what i call "of grace and finesse". They have this gracelike walk and talk that makes you always in awe of them. They carry themselves with such class that in modern times they are what you call the "atas" people. You seen in the countless shows, games and movies, these elves are always in style, commune with the nature surrounding and be it the healer elves, the warrior elves or even the common elves, they always look ever prepared for a runway show...

Elves (if there ever was a real ones) would be so adorned by the supermodel likes of Naomi, Tyra and etc (as you know it). They have this sillouette figures. Slim figures that will ensure those slimming centres can close down for good. They can be warriors and yet have a killer bod. If the enemies were fat and ugly people just barring themselves would have these fat killers commit suicide, knowing that these ppl are nimble fast warriors and most of all slim and URGH! in shape.

Another characteristics of elves. One word *SHARP*. Sharp features. Sharp keen eyesight. Sharp hearing. Sharp everything and with that i rest my case.

Last but not least. two Characteristics that I envy most about these elves are longevity and wisdom. Living long life is one thing but living a long life say.. 500 years old and you look like 25 DAMN! Again I rest my case. Well the wisdom is bonus.. I mean COME ON PPL, you live that long and you are still daft about everything then GOSH! pretty sad. I rest my case again.

Now after that long and ardous lecture on Elves you may wonder why.. this topic on a man made race that doesnt even exist (though i know some people may seems to differ). Simple, elves and whoever created elves is a mirror of the nearest perfect form that we (yes you and me) wants to be. It is a creature that is both perfect and imperfect. It encompasses the wants that we want in life and the one that was bestowed to all of us in life itself.

Sounds Cheem... well let me make it simpler with a series of questions. Don we all want long life? Longevity, we have so heard it one far too many times when well wishes are always sugared with words of longevity in life blah blah blah.. what makes elves our mirror image is that though they live long life yet they are succeptible to illnesses, being murdered and killed which shorten what could have been a long life. Now isnt that something that encompasses the wants that we want and the one that we have which is timely/untimely death?

Physical traits of an elves is something that everyone is achieving name it.. slimming pills, dieting, eye operations for keen sight, hearing aids and etc.. Doesnt the characteristics of elves like being nimble fast, sharp keen senses, slim, skillful and etc embodies all the wants of everyone? Yet at the same time, all these characteristics partly or at least one of them do belong to each and everyone of us. What elves has is a summation of all of us into one.

Wisdom. The word itself explains all that needed to be said.

Now that i have related why my fascination with elves are all about? Will you be fascinated as I would be? Dont you wanna be the nearest perfect human being on earth? Perfect is something one may wish for but being human.. like they say to err is human.. we are bound to make mistakes.. I don wish to be a god or a demi god.. i aim lower close enough to the demi gods... the elves.. If you cant reach the sky then settle for something lower.. I want to be the elves.. the envy to most people not because i perfect but because i a human with the least flaw. The positive points make me envy of others and yet the flaws make me real than fake..

"This insertion of todays posting is one of those days of my rare thoughts flowing through so if its too long winded, Sorry! Today is my ponder ponder postings"

See my Last two blog entry.. hahaa So cute and fun.. taking all sorts of quiz.. must try some other quiz hehee....

Saw it in Ridz blog so hehe decide to just try and paste it here.. don care la who read it haha.. but its a cute cute one... though.. and the picture my GOD... SUPER KINKY haha... Confirm whoever read this blog will sure label me liao.. Well DON CARE la.. what u guys think... if u think i am i AM la if not not La... quizzes are fun i take and POST.. TOO OLD TO BOTHer what Ppl Think LIAoo...

This is my tribute today.. to my SP Colleagues... hehee.. This is my Ernie who is always loyally sits by my computer until one time where my dear desk mate went to crucified him to my panel.. as show here.. AZLIN.. see i so nice showing ppl your cruelty to the world hahhaa.. how sadistic AZLIN AIDAH and CHARLENE is... Not forgetting that CELEST hehe who actually laugh and enjoyed it.. SADISTIC CUTE PRETTY GALS hahaa.. They are my dearest team hehe.. CELEST need to Smile more often hehee... Charlene.. u know wat u need to do .. E*A*T and Azlin.. well hmm.. azlin oh ya need to be on TIME.. hahahaa...

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"FOOD FOR THOUGHTS"

It is time for me to post one food for thoughts that has popped in my mind... I hope you have the answer for me? Here the first food for thoughts for Frozen Sanctuary :

IF YOU KNOW TODAY IS YOUR LAST, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE DIFFERENT? HOW WILL YOU SPENT IT?

HMMMmmmmm....... Ponder Ponder Ponder.......

FRIENDS IN GOOD TIMES

See that picture... Thats me with my group of great Pals cum Sisters Cum Brothers Cum Scandals Cum whatever else that there is to be said....

There are a few missing earthlings!! If you reading this YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!! YOU GUYS OWN ME ONE VISITATION AND WHEN THERE IS A GATHERING BETTER MAKE YOUR APPEARANCE....

Its been a hell of a day today.. At the very last minute, My temper Flare UP beyond flare that it has to be included in the blog.. Seriously if someone has a position and by a mere change of name its just a title which doesnt demean his position or make his position lower... DOES it MATTER??? GOSH... A total waste of time.. Such things we have to do internally just to please one two person.. in which is redundant to the actual work itself... Talk about productivity.. *scoff*

Gym was a solace for me.. Anger and frustration lets off in the dance studio.. gyrating to the HIP HOP music.. moving my ass off.. haha.. if i look comical... i don give a shit.. ITS TIME TO LET MY HAIR DOWN (not Literally though) Haha.. in case any of you wondering.. yes the pic and the topic on hip hop is connected hehehe... the pictures that comes with my posting has its connection somewhere in the uneventful story of my life... my blog is a mess.. so is my life so my story will break from time to time.. following the flow of my thoughts.. Right now my thoughts are erratic.. moving from one to another...

I hate it when irritating moron.. who ask for trading of pics n when u trade they don trade in return.. Talk about honouring your words.. DAMN FREAKING ASSHOLES!!!! YOU GET YOUR JUST DESSERTS!!!

I am in my frustration mode so that explains my curse and swear.. Not going to make any apologies for it.. This is my way of letting my anger go and live in peace with myself in the real world.. Not that its always calm.. TURBULENCE is the word to describe my life... FULL of UPs and MORE OF DOWN... well its late i talking rubbish... Leave it to tomorrow to sound more of me... SO!!! CIAOSSS!!!!

Its time for break now.. here at work.. Let see my inspiration came from an earthling here on earth who ask me to look at his blog to find out more about him.

The blog is beautifully written and so animated that you cannot help but smile to yourself. The conversations and the small anecdote makes it an easy read and easy to relate to. There were many points of love notes send... Felt the love he had for his partner in those adoring sentences... Well here for a start mine..

Its tuesday time is five minutes to one.. where am i at work... cowering between four wall panels in my cubicle. Since its the fasting month, here i am typing away during my break in my blog..
I was talking to Ridzuan... nowadays my msn buddy online..

Faz: How you do your blog so nice ar? got pattern pattern one?

Rid: Go learnt la i give you the website address.. so free go learnt to do HTML lor..

Faz: I such a computer idiot. So stoneage.. haha..

Well so i received the website. Now to get my lazy ass, brain and eyes to actually focus on it will be another thing.(giggles) thanks ridz for the assistance rendered. haha.. I been juggling with my on hand task at work, and replying to the pte message i get from my mailbox online. It amazes me how the words travel so fast round the world. Somewhere on the otherside of the earth someone looking and reading my profile and sending me messages. Though some of the messages does irritates me :

Stranger: Hei!

Me: Hi!

Stranger: Nice profile!

Me: Thanks! Yours looks fine too!

Stranger: Hook Up?

Me: Huh?

Stranger: Hook up???

Me: Sorry not a piece of meat.. :P thanks for the offer anyway.

Though my answers doesnt always have the that (i aint no angel!! stop judging me). I have my own needs at times and of course my own preferences.. So yeah no offence to others!! Well.. in my midst of my blog writing i receive a call from dear Indera!!


As per normal, he get a ticks off from me for not updating me when he coming over to my place to bake.. YEAH u heard it right.. Bake cookies.. I done with my own house.. *ahem* i good at it ok.. hehe i got orders from people.. currently got to make 1000 cookies.. (showing off) *scoff* only manage to make 700 going to make more in the next few days.. lol* i am in training to be a perfect domesticated house partner. Trying to plump up my CV as a domesticated house partner.. do email me for a copy of it and see if you like what you see.. *Laufff**


I miss my best friend.. So far in Aussie.. That BITCH! hahaha.. left me to rot here in Singapore. If not can go high tea.. hehehe... i can just imagine myself a succesful career, certified domesticated partner and out having tea with friends.. SOOOOO WISTERIA LANE! Scones anyone? How about a cup of Darjeeling or earl Grey? *lauf covering mouth with hankie*


Ok i diverting to my sick fantasy world of Desperate Housewife.. See the icon above with the picture of kitty.. i one of it..there hopefully one day there will another I can cuddle up to..

Btw need to tribute this posting to Valentine.. (gee did i get the spelling right) Congratulation on the A for your studies in UNIVERSITY! I know you can do it and there you done it.. I am sure there will be more As to come.. Strive always for the best ya!

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