here goes... let see.. someone has been bugging me to update my blog.. haven been touching it for ages.. so here..goes..

life has been a rather roller coaster ride.. man.. i finally left my ns days behind.. now waiting to offcially leave the place.. its funny though how i always been waiting for this day to come and when the day finally arrives.. it does not really ring a great feeling in the end.. in fact it feels rather depressing and sad... many things flashes in my mind when i took my plaque home tat day.. everything was still vivid in my mind.. the day i got enlisted the troubles i went through.. the training wing days and many other more... everything seems like yesterday....

i guess whom i really miss are the friends and company i made all these time while i was in ns.... there was my dear two mly buddies.. of all time indera and hafiz.. who stood by me day in day out... love them so much....

there was this other mly guy.. nassser... whom... i grown rather close too.. very affectionate and infectious person.. hehee...

there were my darhlings... anneson.. going to miss u bad guy... my two husband... kelvin tan and of course junyu... love u guys.. man.. going miss u too.. the every lovely and super nice to me.. alvin hehehee... and my entertainner diva... kok wee.. whom i adore... hehehe.. all of u sigh.. going to miss so much...

then there paul hahaha.. well he the only one whom i have two great wars with but well all things ends well i gues.s. hugs hugs..

there were a few newbies whom rather struck sad string in my heart.. would have wish to have known them much longer.. kelvin chua and my dearest alec liong.. hehee... adore them but sad to say.. wish got to know them much sooner....



i guess its the people in there tat really made the whole ns so wonderful memorable irritatble and much more.. but ig uess when u have good and bad times then it makes it more memorable..


now a new chapter in my life begins.. my studies have to take back seat due to my dad having health crisis.. but its k... my family comes first.. hehee.. now i lookign for a jumpstart to my career... its been rather long since i ventured into this and its kinda scary if u ask me.. but i guess i will manage.. somehow...


love life well.. everything is still at a standstill.. i dont know.. what iwant now.. i guess.. i still haven found the right one.. i dont know.. everythign when it comes to matters of the heart is confusing and a real headache.. if u ask me.. i guess take one step at a time eh.. wat to do.. i guess i know when the right one comes along...